I wonder what it’s like to meet a cute boy at the store and have him think I’m cute too.
When I was a baby my mom used to rock me to sleep while watching Star Trek and later on one of my first words was “cappy” for captin. I have a cool mom.
My goal for the summer was to get a boyfriend and I really don’t think that’s gonna happen and now I’m really sad.
But I’ll never see him again because I stopped going to LDSBC and I want to be in a relationship SO BAD.
The Now, Now show was fun even though I went alone but I just really wish he’d go with me and hold my hand..
I don’t think I have ever tried that hard to get a guys attention and then for him to completely unfollow and delete me on everything. It hurts the most because all I did was call him cute on Instagram, attempted to text him, and invited him to the Now, Now show because I knew he liked them and was dying to go to a show.
I still get super bummed that I got straight up turned down by that guy I was hung up all last semester. Now all I have left are crappy pics of me tagged on Facebook reminding me of what a horrible night that was. I still look at his pics and sigh. *sigh*
Boys in real life hate me.



